This weekend

I have not been doing very well the last 3 days walking. I will do better this week. I like what our pastor said about ministry being messy. Life is messy too. My trouble has been that I wait until things are perfect or near perfect to act. I am learning that is not the way to do it. I think you have to plunge right in and do what you can and so what if it's not perfect or pretty. I have wasted a lot of time waiting on perfect situations and perfect timing. Next year I will be 50. There is no more time to waste. So I am diving in getting wet, getting dirty, messy maybe with no make-up, messed up hair, so far from perfect body and living life and loving God. I am working on tearing down the walls so I can love others, love myself - warts and all. God loves me the way I am so why can't I?