I have been drinking smoothies for well over a month. I feel better, maybe look a little better, and am moving around a lot better. I have been fighting the exercise, but I cannot any longer. I am not making the kind of progress I want without it. I know I know I know....Listen! I am smart enough to know I have to exercise, but I thought that the weight would start really dropping off just changing my eating habits, since I am so large anyway. Fat people lose a lot of weight at first. But nooooooo that is not happening with me. Maybe my metabolism is shot, sluggish from my years of bad eating habits, inactivity and age. I am 49. Ugh it is hard. It is hard not to be normal. It is hard not to go through the fast food line and get ye ole' fatty carby yummy food. It is hard to have an eating disorder. I am an artist and should be ok with not being normal shouldn't I?
Well this is just one more thing to add to by Not Normal portfolio.
Jasper is having a 5K in Oct. I am going to walk it. I am calling all my fat friends to get on board. Whoo Whoo! Making a train horn noise. If I can do it, you can do it. Just do it.
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